HEY EVERYONE!
i haven't posted an update on here in quite a while, mostly because there was something going on with my computer that would not allow me to and i have no patience to figure it out! :) but I am currently looking for some help!!! I was a student at the University of Windsor, in Ontario Canada and decided that the program i was taking was not for me, unfortunately by this time i had already signed a lease to live with two of my best friends. Now i do not wish to return to Windsor as I want to work save money and try to figure my life out! but I am stuck in this lease!! It's a great location for anyone going to the university of Windsor ... You walk out the door go around the corner and BOOM the university is there, it is no more than a 2 minute walk! so if there are any students out there looking for place or knowing someone looking for a place this one is great, you would have two amazing roomates and the rent is only $320 + utilities. It's a three bedroom duplex and the basement room would be yours... So it's a major bonus because its a house with two great people and lots of privacy as well! so if you are interested email me with Windsor Rental as your subject to t_2_the_t@hotmail.com ... You would be saving my life!!! Thank so Much!!!

Why are we so far away now?
We used to be the best of friends.
Now it feels like we're strangers...
Talking to stop the silence,
silence that starts awkwardness,
awkwardness that only reminds us,
we don't know eachother as we once did.
You were the only freind I needed.
We always had so much fun,
but now my definition of fun differs from yours.
Why can't we go back to that time,
when our definitions matched...
I guess time travel isn't in friendship's vocabulary
and SPACE is a prominent word.

I recently recieved an email from a fellow TIG member who is currently going through school to be a minister... she wanted to know my thoughts on God and where I stood, as well as humans and our constant work to get money to get food to get strength cycle... Not to criticize, or argue, or teach me about but just to get a grasp on where I stood... In replying to her I stated my thoughts and feelings on religion and God. By doing this I have discovered even more about what my true feelings are, not that I didnt know how I felt but putting it into words and reading it back to myself put it in another light... This shows the power of writing and sharing opinions. I highly encourage others to do this as well because in doing so you discover more about yourself and learn more about others as well... Sharing beliefs and opinions with others and hearing theirs as well can teach u so many new things...
so anyways after I re-read the letter that I had written for Heather I decided that I wanted to share my thoughts and views on this topic with more than one person.. so i decided to post it on my page... feel free to voice your opinions on my beliefs or your own as I look forward to any feedback or new views to take into account... Heres the letter..

I'm comfortable talking about my beliefs with u but i dont think that they will be the same.. and i know thats ok with u, but im just preparing u hahaha... to start off I was reminded of one of my favourite sayings that i ever picked up from a book when u spoke about the endless cycle, of work, money, and food... That is that animals (not humans) are the only ones who know how to truly enjoy life... in the sense that they live to live, they live to have a home, raise babies and be free while they are alive... where as humans live to work so that they can spend the last 20 years or possibly less of their lives finally being free, but most being too old and tired to enjoy it, we waste away our youth working to be happy when we could be much more happier not working, except for the fact that now not working means poverty. those are my thoughts on humans and the working world anyways... even though it cannot be changed and probably is needed so that people can make sense of how they share things and what they "deserve"... which im not stating as part of my beliefs just as the average north american point of view that u work for what u deserve and what u deserve is what u get... which is really not true because there are plenty of people who do great things and do them for free or close to it and never become recognized for the great things they do... which i know your thoughts will be that they are recognized in the eyes of god and im sure they are but my thoughts on god are not yet concrete.... You know as well as any of my old school friends I was raised in a Catholic school and attended the Catholic church but now as an adult i definetly do not support it... I'm not sure about what to believe in God, i believe in a higher being that is for sure but when i think about God my mind goes back to the Catholic ways in which I need to attend church to truly speak with him and confess through a man who is supposed to be in close communication with God because he has given his life to celebacy and goodness, and that i have to go through a vast number of ceremonies to truly be considered an adult catholic... well i dont believe that... I believe that u can speak to God when you wish and that from no matter what building you are in he can hear you.. i believe that u ask for forgiveness through urself and through ur future actions because every person is equal in god's eyes so they do not need to confess to a human person (catholic priest) because that person is not any higher on God's list of people to listen to than you yourself are. So in that sense I guess the higher being that I believe in is what you would call God but I prefer not to give him this name because it just reminds me of the catholic version of him... and i know that u are not catholic now but i am just stating it in a way that i know both u and i have experienced... So i guess I more or less know what I believe in about "God" i just dont know how to refer to him without calling him "god" and then thinking of him in the catholic ways... Currently I do not believe myself to be involved with any religion which may be a reason why I often find myself wondering why i feel like something is missing or not yet completed that should be... I often find myself wondering where I am as a person, do i feel whole yet, and why not? and lately with my boyfriends chats on his own beliefs and wanting to explore other world religions to get a view on all aspects of God and life and see which one he feels makes most sense for him, has made me begin to think maybe i should do the same... As a future anthropologist, religion will be a major factor in my studies so I believe that it will be a lifelong journey for me before I finally decide on my code of beliefs and a possible religion... but thinking about it, I feel that I do not need to belong to a religion in order to feel this wholeness that those who are currently close to God must feel... it is more surrounding my beliefs... I think that through my life I will gather, obey and maybe discard certain beliefs as I become exposed to different world views and religions. In this way I hope to better myself, my life and my relationship with "god" but I am not sure if i will ever do this through one single religion... Instead bettering myself, my life, and my relationship with "god" will come from my very own set of beliefs that i will gather through experiences and lessons and in this way i feel that i will have a more personal relationship with my beliefs and with "god" because i came to terms with them on my own and not through reading or listening about what a certain religion tells me I should feel and do... and on that note i will end this, so i do not start to confuse or repeat :)... but i hope that you understand everything i have said and if u need better understanding just ask, writing this down has made me understand even more how i feel about this as well...

It once again has been about a year since I have graced this page with any new stories or pictures. I have been busy, well sort of... when im not busy im mostly lazy :) haha... So update... I got my certificate for one year of the general arts program. I was in the program originally for two years to get my BA but it was really quite a waste of time and I ended up with very good marks and qualifying for a scholarship with my dad's work for $5,000 so it will pay my tuition every year of my four year program... So i have left Lambton College and I am now living in Windsor and studying at the University of Windsor... I am going through for my HBA in Anthropology and will probably end up going through for my masters' sometime afterwards... But for now its just focusing on the present and getting used to windsor! I know for many people especially the people in the hometown of TIG, Toronto... windsor does not seem like a large city at all but for me, coming from the tiny town of Petrolia... Windsor is huge and scary!! haha I'm getting used to it now but its a very strange thing... And the only reason I have survived this whole time is probably because of Jeff! Jeff is my boyfriend, he is the special someone that i met at prom and we have been together for over a year now... He is the most wonderful person I have ever met and I would probably still be in Petrolia right now in college still and not caring about anything if it wasn't for him... He inspired me to do well while I was in college so that i could move on to the next chapter of my life much sooner than planned... He is also my total support system here which sometimes is probably not a good thing, i feel bad for him...haha because i need a LOT of support with this new adjustment... I was very much a homebody I loved living in petrolia, theres just something about Petrolia I think it's just the comfort factor of knowing everyone there and knowing what is going to happen everyday... but it's really not that healthy i guess...I had to break out of that shell and start realizing that there is a world i need to see and experience that expands further than petrolia and the vastness of the internet... Anyways I should probably stop this update for now and go have some lunch I just finished a test in my Latin class and it made me work up an appetite haha... Anyways if i can remember how to do it I will have a picture of me and jeff posted on here... I look so very happy in this picture i love it! haha anyways hope everyone is doing great...
NEVER HOLD BACK!!
Luv yas!

Hi Peoples.
Wow it's been a while. Since my birthday on may 17th infact. Things have changed since then. I've been busy working and going to school. but i'll get to that in a bit. How were ur summers?? i hope they were good and filled with fun and happy things. Mine was a little bit slow but it was probably one of the best summers yet. I saw Metallica and went to The SARS concert which were two very awesome shows. Metallica was a dream and when I saw AC/DC I realized my list of concerts to see is starting to run slim, which is a pretty good thing because as fun as the concerts are you really take a beating to see a good show. Anyways there are a lot of things to talk about Prom was cool, i went with one of my best guy friends, Billy and i ended up meeting someone very special at the after prom party and I've been with him ever since so that is really good news because anyone who I used to talk with on here would know i was becoming hopeless in finding a good guy and now I've found someone wonderful and I love him tons. I will be posting some pictures from Prom and maybe even one of my sweetie but that will be coming slowly as my computer is a junkheap and its frustrating to even scan one picture with it. I will be getting a new computer next week though so thats exciting and i'll prally be on here a lot more considering it is a much faster model than this one. The picture that i've posted is of me and one of my all time buddies Bob. Bob's the coolest we've been tight since public school but he had to move to Toronto for university so you toronto people look for this guy because he's an awesome kid and a sweetheart for any of you ladies out there haha and he'd also kill me if he saw i just put that but it's ok im sure we can all keep it secret. This pic was taken at my girl erika's house when she threw one of those real fun nearing end of summer bashes. I LOVE ALL MY BUDDIES THAT I'LL BE MISSING WHO LEFT TO SCHOOL THIS YEAR! Franzie, Stace, Teebs, Chelse, Bob, Beany, Channie T, and many more i luv u guys awww *tear* Right now im currently going to the local college here for two years of general arts cuz i dont know what it is that i would like to do and guess what!! BRESLIN IS THERE WITH ME YAYYYYYYY! it's just like the beginning of highschool all over again me and her, locker buddies finding our classes together except now we have all the same classes because shes in the same program as me and guess what BRESLIN IS INSPIRED TO DO WELL!! so she will be heading to university afterwards and i'm sure her dreams of getting out of petrolia are well on there way. infact probably sooner than u would think because she will be moving 15 minutes away to Sarnia to be closer to the school so everyone congradulate Breslin and i'll tell her to come back on here sometime soon to see. Now for anyone who is newer and has not met Breslin i would suggest going to her page there is usually some pretty interesting stuff there. Now to all my buddies, jace, cam, u guys leave me some messages if u guys still read this stuff cuz i miss yas and anyone else i'd love to talk to ya. I'm working at a telemarketing place right now, and thats alright its a lot though i go to school usually until around 4 and then i work mondays thursdays fridays and sundays 430pm -1030pm so it can be dragging when i have a full day of school and then a full night of work but im managing and hey i need the cash. I just put in my 2 weeks notice at the Bulk Barn my long time job that would be two years running in october i'll miss it but i need the extra hours and larger salary i'm getting at RMH. Well i think i've already made this update way too big but hey there was a lot to catch up on. im gonna be visiting some peoples pages that i havent for a while as well so im looking forward to that. well i hope everyone is starting school off well and others are just having fun at whatever it is u are doing, take care Im outta here
Luv Yas

YEAH! it's my 19th Birthday!!! and i have no new pictures to post but i will after my birthday cuz i made sure i have a camera.. im so excited!!! i haven't wrote one of these in so long in fact in a few months i think it'd be a year since i have! This weekend is the long weekend, may 24 weekend so everybody have fun but in a safe way! and next weekend is prom for me so i have a busy next couple of weeks.. but i will be posting pictures if my computer doesnt fall apart trying hahaha... well thats all i got and im out to look at how my birthday supper is coming along!
PEACE OUT

so summer is almost over and that sux hard but the best part of my summer is still yet to come. Me, breslin and 3 other friends are heading to Quebec the weekend of the 22nd. It'll be my third time there and i love it there so im so excited. Beautiful scenery,great food, and boys with accents :P haha. im really excited it'll be the farthest i've been from home all summer, which is pretty sad but at least its happening.last time i went to quebec i was in grade 8. so im hoping to bring some of those memories back to life again and have a great time...i havent updated in forever... basically i havent had much to say and there are so many more issues that are important but this is the most i've got..sorry guys, but hey maybe something interesting will happen there and i'll have something else to update about yeahhhhh! well im out...everyone have a great summer cuz its almost over :(

I am truly passionate.

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this is a pic from heather's site and i had to steal it. it is by far one of my fave party pics cuz we're havin so much fun. Plus this was at the dance which i didnt think i had that much fun at but dancin around these two and swing dancing with nicki was probably the most fun.

i have never seen anything like this. Prom night. me bres and beany were sittin in bres's car and we decided to eat some salt and vinegar chips. Breslins lips usually go a little white when she eats them but never like this!!! her lips were swollen she looked like she just got back from getting collogen injected. they're huge this picture is definetly goin up with her other one with the scary face that i had put up in my first few updates. is that not the craziest thing u've ever seen that resulted from eating chips? we couldnt stop laughing...some people suggested some reasons of why her lips were swollen, it was really quite funny
hahahaha
ahhh bres
ur a strange one

So i heard that scientists may attempt to bring back the tasmanian tiger. (for any one who doesnt know) the tasmanian tiger is a large marsupial native to tasmania. Its believed to have gone extinct in 1936 where the supposed last one died in a zoo. Although there have been reported sightings since then, but very rare. These were common around the start of the century but were killed off... mostly for protection of live stock. So man took this animal's life into his hands and killed them to save his precious sheep...should this mean that because we killed them off, scientists should bring them back? is this taking things into our own hands again...or does this somehow lead back to god..is he letting us make up for our mistakes?? or is it just a push for technology? to see just what we can do.how far we can go before we do something royally stupid. I only heard the jist of it but somehow the recreation of the tasmanian tiger involves using its closely related relative, the tasmanian devil. I dunno.. i have mixed feelings on this. for one, its a little strange thinking how we may be able to bring an animal that has been gone for so long, back to life.. i'd hate to see what weird things may develope in their trials to recreate the tasmanian tiger.. i feel like it could be kind of evil. like frankenstein type deal.. what else are they going to create after this?? but at the same time there's kind of an excitement about it. just knowing that people of my generation will be able to see an animal again that was wiped off this earth about 66 years ago is kind of neat...
i dunno but if anyone knows anymore about this or has an opinion feel free to drop it by me

This is another pic from may 24, when me and breslin were passin out in her car. It was soo warm and good. Prom was on saturday and it was great fun, well i didnt particularly enjoy the actual prom cuz it was just like any other boring dance but all fancied up. but before and after the prom it was great fun. i have so many prom pics but i havent got them developed yet so i will post those when i get them but for now here's me and breslin

This is newman and bianca. They're my buddies and dont they look so cute in this pic?? awwww...hahaha of course newman didnt even remember having it taken but thats ok. Beanys my girl, shes always there to talk to or to trip me in the halls. We always have fun times, most of the time i think it might be cuz im such an ass though haha and im at home during a school day right now writing this so she's prally gonna be mad at me for not goin to class...its ok though
overall may 24 was fun...at times disappointing but fun
ah well im out

OK this is the beginning of my catalogue of may 24 pics. I had to start with this one cuz doesnt this guy look like the happiest guy ever?? haha sparklers bring real fun to the party.. this is cam he probably doesnt even know that i have this site let alone that his picture is on it but i couldnt help but post this he just looks so damn happy. cam should always be holding sparklers haha. May 24 was so much fun!
oh and my scanner sucks so u dont see the true happiness in this pic :)

this is funny