ok peoples i have quit smoking. i've been meaning to for a while because i've never really smoked that much, like on average 2 or 3 per day but sometimes more. it seems weak how i hadnt quit before but i began to rely on that smoke in the morning, at lunch or before bed but now im not having those smokes. mostly because i realized i dont need to. what does it really do? it adds pollutants to my lungs so that i can spend money on them and take years off my life???.... no thanks! what kind of deal is that? one where i end up losing in the end for sure! and how attractive is that? maybe a stick between the fingers and smoke pouring out from between the lips is attractive to some... i cant really see how, but for some it is..... but the worst part of it is when u meet that new special someone and oh my gosh its coming, here it is, ur first kiss and YUCK u reek and taste like smoke! what kind of memory is that!?!?! one that i wouuld like to skip out on thanks! so to anyone out there who has recently quit or attempting to quit, ALL THE POWER TO U! to those who are still smoking and loving it, just think of where u'll be in 20 years from now with that habit, or better yet how u'll look in 20 years from now. can u imagine only being forty, bringing your teen bopper to a sleep over or party and the mom saying to your daughter, oh martha u should introduce me to your grandmother.... well ur face is not only wrinkly but it'll be red at that point! haha well thats just a weird story but its my outlook on smoking. there are no pros to it. it burns ur money, can bring fatal diseases, definetly affects your health,takes years off ur life and makes u look older... plus u stink to people who dont smoke!
come on people we all like to smell good! anyways those are my thoughts and i thought i'd share them with you
im out

(just imagine that headline to the tune of that one song, u know, that song!)
ANYWAYS i got a job!!!!!!!! sure it was the first time in months since i quit my job at tim hortons that i actually went out and looked for one but i went for an inteerview yesterday and they called me today and i start tomorrow! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the mall just got updated so we finally have good stores WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOA!!!!!!! and now ill have money for the good stores WHHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! hahaha... anyways i'll be working at The Bulk Barn hahahaha its a place where u go to get like bags of whatever u need, like CANDY! i'll so get fired for running up and down the isles throwing candy over my head hahaha it'd be so fun though, wouldnt it?? but they give awesome shifts for students, 6-9 on school nights, and u dont work late on weekends so u can always go out afterwards, its the type of job i've always wanted (while im in highschool that is)soooo good!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ok thats the last one
anyways im just really excited because i have some debts to be paid and now i can buy christmas presents and i dont have to bum money from my rents all the time now haha, even though that was the sweetest part of being unemployed, it made me feel bad though but hey its all good!!!! im excited!! i felt this grashopper playing the violin could best express my emotions right now... :) hahaha

MY updates are usually happy and really have no reason behind them but today's update does. Teen suicides. Just the other day a young girl i had attented public school with decided that she would end her life, so she shot herself. she was a year older than me and we were never close, but it still hurts alot to think that someone that u see alot could hurt so much and no one could know what is going on in that person's head. i feel that mental diseases are amoung the strongest. A person can be extremely depressed and even their best friend may not know.
This is a message to everyone, let all your friends and family know u love them and if they ever need to talk that you'll be there, just by saying that u may be saving a life. Also if u are a person that is depressed, and the thought of suicide has seriously ran through your head, talk to someone, it may not seem like it but getting your problems out and having the support of another can help tremendously, and would save your friends and family the great pain of losing you.
There is always another way out, taking your own life should not even be on the list of the answers to your problems.
So please people when u go home tonight to your family tell them u love them, if u dont live with them give them a call that includes your friends, because u just never know when u may lose one.
You may not think so, but to someone out there you are a rare rose, don't let yourself be picked too soon!
LOVE TO ALL!

Hey peoples , mostly breslin, whats up? im at the science center in toronto right now and they have a internet cafe here so i thought it'd be cool to write from here since TIG headquarters is in Toronto and all, and i am usually 3 hrs away. so the science center is cool im really tired though and not feelin too good so all this walking around prally isnt too good for me but its fun! so to all the tiggers especially the ones in toronto right now i say hi! cuz i will be returning home later this evening. Toronto is so good though i love bein here everytime i come. but for right now im gonna go play some uproar for a little break so cya later and breslin i hope u got ur license today buddy, u'll be drivin me everywhere all weekend!!! even though i have my license, just lazy i guess hahah alright
later everyone have a wonderful day!!! (can u tell im in a good mood??) whooooooooo!

Drew Barrymore is such a great actress in my opinion. I love that she does not feel pressured by the media and hollywood to be something she's not. Shes been through bad times and drug addictions, amoung other things and she still managed to push on and get through it, and become the person she is today. My dream is to work with and help animals but she is someone who has always made me feel a love for acting too. My fave movies of all time with her in them are Ever After, Mad Love and of course E.T.!! And shes very brave, haha because she married tom green u have to be brave for that!

HEHEHEHEHEHE.... i couldnt help it... haha i just couldnt.... im sorry breslin... but even u know how good this pic is.. hahaha oh gosh. this pic makes me happy whenever i look at it i have to laugh, even breslins mom said it looked like it was takin by a camera that can disttort things hahaha breslin u cannot get mad at me for this even u laughed ur bum off when u seen it... ohhh soo good it will bring joy to all!!

there now can u see what i mean? same pose.. same seat in the van... whatd'ya know!!

This is Matt. he's doin the same pose as the pic that ill put up of erika too. and what'ya know they're goin out! can u say too much alike? haha nah but that was basically our theme pose for edgefest i have so many pictures of everyone doing that..

This is a lovely pic of erika and breslin in our hotel room when we went down to Barrie for edgefest!! they look so happy dont they? i think its cuz erika loves that shes squishing breslin and breslin just cant breath!! we had tons of fun though and its a very memorable thing that went on in the summer

I dig cake, the band that is. They are so good. I think that anyone who is not set on one kind of music can enjoy cake, they basically have their own sound. When im sad i just throw on this CD and go with it cuz it cheers me up so much. they're one of my fav bands and i want ALL their cd's...but i need money for that first haha i got 2 though, thats a start right?

okay does anyone else think i look very unimpressed in this picture? cuz i do! and that must have been how i looked last night. I had a bad night last night, no fun at all. but hopefully tonight will be better! I hope everyone has a good weekend!!! to replace my, so far, bad one!!

This is a pic of my dog Fergie. dont' ask why we'd name her ferg she was already named when we got her "Lady Jane Ferguson" we just shortened it. Anyways she is so hip i mean just look at the shades, what a cool dog eh? yeah i know. but i love animals. Later in life i would love to live in or visit a place like Africa or Australia where i would do research and animal population and such! but for now my own domestic animals are all i got!

ok we all have our rough mornings...can u guess if this was one?? hahaha well yes it was, hey you cant look good all the time and this just happened to be one of those times haha breslins going to kill me for this one but its all in the name of laughter, if you cant laugh at yourself then who can u laugh at?? besides breslin?? haha im jj bres!!! cuz i know ur gonna go insane on me for this one anyways!!!

This is my friend Chelsey. She's the best chick ever and she's so much fun. This pic was taken right before we went out partying on new years which ended up being great fun.. shes gonna see this and be like ahhh my picture but its great cuz shes awesome and i luv her to death!

K so i havent been on here forever but I can now put pictures on my page! YAAAA! SO this first pic is of me and my great friend Erika, we're all funky lookin cuz we were goin out to a 70's retro dance...tons of fun! DIG THE SHADES!